Stripping is the best thing I've ever done for myself. I'm in the best shape of my life, and get paid to be sexy.

when did being skinny with big boobs come to mean you're a vapid, self obsessed airhead who bends to society's standards of beauty because that's the only thought she has in her head? i'm a person, too, you know - i have a personality, good and bad days just like everyone else in the world.

I hate my pregnant body...I don't want to be pregnant because its changing my figure

After my kids, I had stretch marks on my abdomen from my pubic region up to my chest. Don't even ask about my boobs & ass! I went & had a tummy tuck & lipo & it was the best thing I had ever done for myself (besides getting divorced!). The pain was exponentially worse than my 2 c-sections combined but worth every bit of it.

Today I ate an entire bag, a little bag but still an entire one, of mini Reece's cups. Yeah, well over 1000 calories. Then I hid the evidence in the bottom of the trash so hubby wouldn't know I bought & ate them all. I need to stop this insanity!

I'm into HAES now and have finally started to give up the fantasy that there's some "thin me inside, who I've never seen, who just needs to starve and workout 3 hours a day and maybe get my stomach stapled to exist, just to still not really be very impressively thin"...I can't describe how amazing it feels to just accept myself and screw the haters!

So, I posted last week that I joined a guym and was SO excited to go! I went exactly ONCE and pulled a muscle in the left side of my neck (previously injured it in a trapeze accident - don't ask!)...I was in such pain that I had to take the entire rest of the week off! But, my workout clothes are laid out and ready to go for tomorrow! Maybe I'll take it a little easier this time! ;)

I drink all my calories. As in Starbucks and soda.. :(

i don't step on the scale the whole 5 days of my period because i know it's going to be higher and during that time im depressed enough.

after having 2 kids my stomach is a disaster, saggy, stretch marks, awful. im thin now and weigh less than i ever have in my adult life, but i'm still unhappy because of my belly.