I am almost 2 years into the motherhood profession. I stay at home. I love my daughter with everything I have. Do I enjoy motherhood, not really. I can't wait until my child becomes totally independent. I can't keep up with the house work. I have no energy. Midnight is the only time I get to myself. Her naps just don't seem to last long enough. She is awakening now as I do this. I am desperately waiting for my child to grow up.

sometimes i feel like im looking in funhouse mirrors. depending on which one i look into, i can feel sexy, fat, perfect, or disgusting. I just want to find a mirror that shows me exactly what everyone else is seeing.

I have the WORST self-esteem. I'm self-conscious about everything. I can't even go on a walk for fear that everyone is staring at me. I know I'm not even really fat, I just can't seem to get over myself! What's wrong with me?

They talk about loosing that "last five pounds". What about loosing that first 100 lbs?? Any help with that?

I think its official my vagina and all the peripheral parts hate me. As if I weren't tortured enough every month with riduculously painful periods (thanks to my IUD), I just got an abnormal PAP and have some sort of yeast or bacterial infection in the span of 5 weeks I'll have visited the gynecologist 3 times. Can I just have the full hysterectomy and be done with it????

am I the only one dreading swimsuit season??

I am going to have gastric bypass surgery. Has anyone had it? I want to know the good the bad and the ugly. I'm scared to death.

Although people tell me I have a great body, I can't look at myself in the mirror without feeling a little disgusted sometimes.

My mother-in-law! Most of the time I can't stand the woman! But now I think I actually hate her! It's been six months since my sons birth. I have 10 more pounds to lose to get back to where I was before I had him :) She says I must be on something! All I have done is busted my butt, diet and exercise! She says women are supposed to have ugly bodies after having kids! I didn't get any stretch marks either, OMG she asked my hubby if I was lying!WTF! It's not my fault you are 50 and trying to finally lose your weight from only two kids!

I have a screaming yeast infection and my 1st period in 4 months. At 52 I thought I was done with all his. I wish I had some pot and an oxycontin.