I Don't have any friends because I do not trust people, I have a husband and children but the only connection I feel is obligatory.

When women have low self esteem we always tell them to get confidence, tell yourself everyday your HOT, your this and that, So supportive!!! But when we do that and after years of low self esteem you finally believe it. That you are amazing, a good person and beautiful...women then ATTACK you, call you arrogant, conceded, tell you to get over yourself, and no one will want someone like you... Funny how people change. Funny Funny...

I have way too much body hair, everywhere. It's a side effect of PCOS, but it makes me feel disgusting. My DH says he doesn't mind, but I mind. I can't stand it.

2 days in a row I've run a little over 2.5 miles in 30 min. Considering I was 215lbs at the beginning of this year and now 183, I pretty damn proud of myself. I have a lot of stamina and I'm working hard to increase that every day.

I wish I was rich so I could pay for a breast reduction, since my cheap insurance sure won't pay for it!

Sometimes I think I could just eat and eat and eat and never be full.

I recently started eating better and working out on a regular basis. I've only lost a couple pounds so far but I feel really amazing. I haven't felt this good about myself for years.

I ate a half pack of double stuff oreos last night and this morning I feel sooooooo guilty. That is not like me at all!

I despise my post baby body. Extra 20 lbs (working on it), stretch marks for miles, and flat saggy pancake breasts. How can I expect my husband to find this attractive?

As soon as I stopped trying to cut down on carbs and calories, I lost weight. Go figure. I think I must actually need a lot of carbs to be healthy. I'm now eating more calories than I was before, and still losing. How does that work?