My goal weight was where I am now. Only when I got here did I start to realize, 'Hey. This isn't actually a normal weight for your height. You're still overweight. If you keep going, you could get to normal.' The thought of normal seemed so out of reach for years - I never thought it would be a possibility.

I'm going to see college friends this weekend and I have already started trying on everything I have and asking my husband if i look skinny enough. I feel they are so judgemental. I'm a personal trainer and marathon runner and still feel insecure when I'm around them. WTF??

i like to eat junk food and watch Biggest Loser when I should be on the treadmill....

30 minutes of exercise for the rest of May, starting today. I will drop some of this weight!! How did I get to this point??? (Right now I weigh more than I did when I was 9 months pg with my last baby- she's now 6!)

My vitamins are like placebos, they keep me eating healthy.

My throat is killing me. Stupid doctor said nothing is wrong with it. Too ashamed to say that I probally tore it throwing up too much

And why am I eating an icecream at 12 am when I am try to loose baby weight.

I know this sounds gross but my parts " down there" just don't look the same after having babies! Things sag, and looked pulled...which I could have it fixed, but don't have the money!

My PMS is so bad that I've physically hurt myself during the two weeks before my period. I know I need to get help but I am so afraid to ask for it. It makes me feel even worse that I'm in the mental health field. I should know better damn it.