This weekend, I fell under the 200 lbs mark for the first time in years. I am proud, but it is also a little scary - like if I don't keep hold of the reins, all the weight will come flooding back.

My husband wants me to shave "down there". sn't that going backwards?

I am stunned by how many baked goods I just ate.

I want to have REALLY HOT sex with my husband like they do on TV and the movies. With lots of kissing and passion. But I have to many inhibitions about my body. So when I go for it i chicken out. It makes me sad.

I want my stomach to be con-cave and not con-vex I try so hard and literally hit myself in the stomach because I hate it so much I'm fine with everything else even the back fat and dowinouse hump I just don't want a bulbous stomach anymore

I hate bra manufacturers! I am 32 C by every measuring system known. But because small bands have smaller cups, I have to wear 32 D or even DD. I can understand making the cups smaller as there's less space, but WHY the huge discrepancy between companies? Why is Bali's 32 C cup smaller than other companies' A cup? If shoe manufacturers can have standards so all 6Bs are more or less the same, why not bra makers? 2nd problem is more and more bra makers START their lines with 34 bands-it's getting harder to find 32 bands. If you are a 34 band or larger, & wear a C cup or smaller, be thankful.

starting south beach tomorrow. anyone had any luck?

I had the neat experience of standing naked in front of the mirror the other day and realizing I'm honestly not very fat and I really don't look bad. I've weighed 250lbs and 140lbs, and I've never seen myself that way, ever. I've waited for years to feel like that. It was the best feeling EVER!

Imiss my anorexic life and all the attention I used to get for being the tiny skiiny girlnow I can't stop eating and hope that ill be able to stop again soon

I just dug out an ingrown armpit hair that was half an inch long. Half an inch! How does that even happen? It seems like all I ever get are ingrowns anymore. I shaved regularly for years and years, now it seems like I can't even touch a razor without getting a bunch of red welts. And the more I have to dig out, the more I get them.