March 10, 2010|
AFter one horrid $ year marriage, and terrible divorce, 2 children and an amazing relationship I think i finally know who i am and what i want in life and what really matters. I am 21 more |
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shareAfter 19 years, both of my SIL's STILL treat me like sh!t. I'm so glad we only had a MOH and BM. That cancelled out having my FSIL's in my wedding party. I could not have made a better decision. Maybe that's why none of my FIL's didn't show up to my wedding shower. Maybe they are all just a bunch of bitches and it isn't about me lol. After 20 years, you will not care!
looking at magazines... all dresses look the same. they are all white (obv)... and it seems the majority of them have hideous fabric flowers on them. AND! Why in god's name do the editors and artistic directors think for one minute the models even look good in the gowns? They are falling off half of them and they are modeling them with that suck your chest in arch your back thing... Who the hell does that in real life?? They look like dinosaurs. So, in the short of it, I can't find a dress because I don't want to look like an overfluffed dino.
I'm all for women having the right to choose and being successful and choosing NOT to be SAHMs, but I don't feel I have to prove myself just by making more than a man or holding a higher position than a man. I couldn't care less if my man makes more than me or holds a higher position than me. It's less of a burden on me! Plus, no one's going to stop me from doing what I want to do, higher paycheck or not.
I love my fiance like no other... but it just occured to me... He is seriously emotionally and mentally abusive. I always told myself I wouldnt let a guy abuse me, and thought I wasnt... but he is doing it in a way i didnt realize. He is super controlling and im afraid to say or do anything around him for fear he is going to be mad at me again... and he has become the same way with my daughter... i dont know if I can marry him now...
Our relationship was literally like The Jesus and Mary Chain song "sometimes always" up to and including the last line "I always knew you'd take me back." Even though deciding it was over was traumatic, the look on his face when he finally realized still makes me laugh to this day. Surprise! No more one more chances!! The last time was the last time!
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