I honestly believed I was the type of girlho wold want the big White wedding, but the more I think about it, the more o don't. I still want to look amazing, have the beautiful dress, and wonderful food, but I really really only want to be surrounded by those I love and respect no one else. No work colleagues, friends from a million years ago, moms neighbour, uncles friend blah blah just me, my children and and my husband and our immediate family. FH is not going to like this idea at all.