DD's meeting with her speech therapist and teacher went well. The teacher said she's noticed a big improvement the past few months in her moods/behavior. Our biggest change this year was dh starting a new shift, and he's gone about 11 hours a day (6:30 pm to 5:30 am). Been a big adjustment for everyone. Her bio dad also gave up his rights earlier this year and dh adopted the girls. Feeling more hopeful-her teacher told us that she has spirit, and such a good heart. And she thanked us for being such good parents. (teary eyed right there!) I'm thinking we'll get through this!

DS graduates this year. XMIL is planning a small party over where they live. I'm planning a party over here for later this summer. I got the party announcement in the mail from XMIL and it has ME listed as one of the hosts. I wasn't even planning on going. I don't know who she's trying to annoy: me, or my XDH's GF. It's listed 'Mom, Dad, Grandma & Grandpa' It might even be her own XDH's DW she's trying to get at. She's insane. And now I feel like I have to go, and I really didn't want to go to a party to hang out with XMIL & XDH, and I know DH doesn't want to go. Grr.

Apparently last night while I was half asleep DH asked me out of the blue what I think of polygamy, I said yeah sure whatever. I do not remember this. He used his stupid little voice recorder DS got him for his birthday to record it. He acted like we were getting another puppy, if I didn't know he wouldn't actually find another woman I would half expect him to bring one home and ask if we can keep her.

I overheard her telling one of her grandkids that she will grow up to be a model someday, but only to the one that is blonde with blue eyes. I find that quite disturbing.

Almost as annoying as the kid peeking over the booth, is that kid who permeates that whole "look at me, aren't I just the cutest thing you've ever seen?". Uh, no actually, not at all. Go away.

Baby fever kind of sucks. I want another, my husband doesn't.

i cheated on my husband last night, he is away travelling for work. I love my husband, he makes me very happy in life, emotionally and in bed. i met and old gf from HS and we got high and went out dancing. i was feeling real good and the guys we were dancing with were so cute. i don't know what i was thinking when one kissed my lips and another kissed the back of my neck as we danced. i was making out with the one in front of me and the guy behind me was feeling me up under my skirt. next thing i knew i left with them and we had sex in gf's minivan in all possible ways and unprotected.

I don't understand why some parents think they and every other adult must 'play' with their children. I don't play dolls or trucks or hide and seek with my kids. We do lots of stuff together but they need to learn to entertain themselves, thats not what I am here for. My parents never played with us they were to busy working to make sure we had a home. I don't resent them or love them less for it because I always knew the world wasn't all about me.

I was feeling all cute in my new dress. Then I saw a picture of myself. I looked like a cow. I'm so depressed.

Does anyone else feel like they have too much to do? I have so much to do every day, unbelievable. Working full time, house, kids, husband that travels a lot, cats, repairs, mail, school activities, after-school activities, and throw in calling my mother every other day. I just wonder what would happen if I just didn't get out of bed one day?