Having a blast in Florida. The woman are beautiful and not stuck up out here, like usual. Definitely the opposite of Texass.

I think the best course of action, is to take everything he says with a grain of salt. That way, I won't get my heart broken again.

Hearing my lover say "I am falling for you" made me incredibly happy.

Saw my friends all weekend and had a blast catching up. This never happens, but I would like to make it happen more often.

You guys, I am 28 and I have no experience with guys and no clue about how to interact with them when it really comes down to it. I cannot at all tell when I'm around the guy I like if there are a lot of mixed signals for reals, or if I'm really just that clueless. There's usually a lot of nodding hey to each other, or waving, and this can go on and on awkwardly, but then when we do talk it's usually totally fine, and he'll talk about hanging out. But if he really actually were to like me, would he be much more clear than that? I just have no clue at all what to think.

There is no one that makes me feel worse about myself than my mom. On a project for work that I showed her: "And people actually like that?". On a unique antique gift I'd bought for mom brother: "Well, don't get your hopes up, he probably won't like it as much as you think". And don't even get me started on what she thinks of my (curvy) body. Aren't moms supposed to be your biggest supporters and make you confident?

Today my best friend's husband told me that I'm "the best fifth wheel anyone could ask for". I know he absolutely didn't mean it in a bad way, and I just laughed it off, but I can't stop thinking about it now. All I've ever been is the 5th wheel (including at my own birthday dinners some years) and I'm SO TIRED of it.

What makes me even sadder about the jerk is that he IS a totally good kisser.:( Oh well...if his lips are on other women's, then eew.

My neighbbourhood is full of spoiled obnoxious kids and annoying parents, so nearly every day has one of those 'thank god i'm single and childless' moments. today it was some troll-looking kid having a meltdown on a street corner while his mother tried to reason with him. SUCKED IN!

I haven't had sex in six months and I'm okay with that. I don't miss feeling used, wondering how sex will change/define a relationship, or stressing that he won't call again. I'm so much more relaxed.