You are still weak. I don't think you will ever change.

I don't understand why you haven't forgiven me when you were not honest either. I'm not mad at you, but you are being hypocritical.

The only cuddle partner I've had in the past 2 years is my cat. And he will only be the little spoon.

Wellllllll thanks to my awkwardness, I'm pretty sure my crush thinks I want nothing to do with him. Way to be, self.

I didn't post a picture initally, but still got a surprising amount of messages. Today I post a picture and hardly get any messages at all. Trying to not read into it and be discouraged, but its really hard.

I was just reading about this horrible trial going on. This poor woman was murdered by her rotten abusive husband. The sad thing is he was abusive before they married and all her friends and coworkers were trying to get her to dump him. Even her bridesmaids refused to go to her wedding. It sounds like this poor girl was the poster child for rotten self esteem. She kept making excuses for him and always had explanations for her injuries. It's like she thought she didn't deserve better. That's even sadder than her death.

Please don't be a one hit wonder! I'm ready for a real relationship!

I know it seems like I'm just a downer and pessimistic, for the hell of it. But I wasn't always like that. It's just that I was always being lied to and disappointed and I always ended up feeling like Charlie Brown and the football.

I don't care if I never get married. I want a house on the beach, with pets to keep me company when I don't have a lover (male or female) in my bed; beautiful ocean views, and the money to be able to travel worldwide to do volunteer work. That sounds like heaven to me.

Honestly, do you even think about me or my feelings- at all? I'm starting to doubt that you do from the way you act sometimes.