At 17 I had an e-boyfriend. dated for a month and kept in touch for a year. we ended up moving on and didn't talk for years. Now I'm 21. i found him on fb. after that we added eachother on skype. talked for the first time in a long time. to be honest it was SO awkward... we skyped a few times after, he was drunk each time, he would say he loved me... i felt that i had feelings building up for him.. but. sadly i learned i wasn't the only girl he was talking to. we stopped talking when he got a GF, officially. now i get pissed off everytime i see him online. i hope karma hits him HARD.

all I want is a cute Asian boy. I guess that'll never happen.

I want to see you again.

I don't know how to do a relationship once I get past the first few honeymoon months. I'm 18 so right now this isn't a real problem, but what if I never figure it out?

Last week we said that we're in love with each other. This week everything has been different.. maybe he got scared

Jesus christ, will you GET OVER HIMM already?! You dated for a month--and not even exclusively. He's proved time and time again what a pile of garbage he is. What's there to get over?!

I'm marrying a blank slate nailed to a brick wall. Some emotional response would be nice when I present you with everything you've ever dreamed of. Just saying..

I just feel like banging my head against the wall... at least then I'll be banging something.

Feel like an idiot: I emailed him, and I shouldn't have. Intended to keep it brief, but then replied w/ too much info and something stupidly personal to one of his questions. Really shouldn't have done that. And then he never replied. So, so stupid.

I made the right choice today. I chose the man who was safe over the one who im crazy about , but has anger issues among other things...why do I feel so empty and sad?