I hate being around drunk people I grew up with drunk parents, when I smell alcohol or hear slurring I get so disgusted and grossed out.

I wish my DH would pick up more over time so we could pay off debt faster. Unfortunately I am unable to get over-time, plus we would have to pay a sitter. He doesn't pick it up because he has to be away from home more. I feel like it's a small sacrifice now, for a big pay off later. I don't even mention it though because I am afraid I'd sound like a greedy Beeotch.

I'm the op whose dh was keeping the kids from her. Well, the courts gave me temporary custody of the kids for the next 30 days until our court next court date. He's being charged with a misdemeanor because of the conditions the kids were living in. I want to make him suffer the way I suffered for the last 2 years cause he wouldn't let me see the kids and I keep telling myself I'm better than that but I'm only going to let him have supervised visitation with them to appease the courts so I don't look bad next court date. If it were my choice he wouldn't see them at all.

I am due to get a somewhat sizable amount of money soon. The plan is for dh and I to start a business. The problem is, I think he has grown bored with us and is only hanging around for the opportunity that it holds for him. I wish there were some way I could know. I have asked him and, of course, he says that's crazy. I mean, what else is he gonna say?

Was at the mall and this guy went nuts because his take-out from one of those chain restaurants wasn't ready in exactly 20 minutes. Nuts like he was going to turn into the Hulk and screaming obscenities. The chain rest had this little 24 year old girl managing it. Me and at least 4 other people call 911, 6 people are filming it and DH and 3 other guys are trying to calm this guy down. The cops come and he's suddenly a mild mannered nerd. until people start showing the videos.

He says you started all "this." This is me driving him away to someone else. Well I want to finish "this." I've already gone through so much. I want to start over fresh w/ a clean slate. I wish I had amnesia to erase this pain.

Sometimes motherhood can be so trying. REALLY trying. I so sick of always worrying about my kids. I forget how to just be happy with them. And cuisines to live in the two family apartment my mother owns was really not the best decision. My mother critiques EVERYTHING I do as a mother that it just magnifies my insecurities. It's also making me not like her at all. When does motherhood not exude so much frustration!!!

I wonder if the owner of this site realizes how crappy it is here now. They won't post anything...it's sad, really. I hadn't been here for awhile, and I likely won't be coming back.

MIL has been out of my, and my daughter's, life for more than two years. DH had enough of her lies and manipulation and limited his own contact. I feel she is just now trying to work her way back into our lives. She hurt me. Its far too late for that.

*happy dance time!!!! I possibly found out the week when DH comes back from deployment! Nope not posting when of course, but I can at least say this much here :D I'm so ready for him to be back. Now, to plan homecoming outfit and start the deep cleaning XD