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lately i have felt really insecure about myself. I know that i have to step up and start working out but i just wish i had someone to do it with. My dh doesnt want to work out the same way as me ( i want more videos, he likes weights etc). I just want to be proud of my body and confident again...more than anything just healthy.
Some people always talk about how they want to lose weight but just dont have the time. Well i could find the time, and i prolly could afford to lose some weight but i just am really comfortable in my skin and say the hell with it...
wish i could finally set up a schedule for myself to start working out. I am very active between school, my 2 jobs and my FH and soon to be step son that is 3. I love my life but at the end of the day a bed looks way better than a gym!!
Less than two weeks away from the wedding. I am trying to triple check things and make sure I have everything done. So if that isn't enough stress, i am starting to have nightmares about the wedding!! Hope they dont turn out, cuz who wants stuff spilled on their dress, or no one at their wedding...
sometimes when my fdh does something really sweet for me, I sit there and think of how blessed I am to be marrying a man that cares so much about me. I know most people don't find love at 16, but five years later and this man can still give me butterflies!! I cant wait for Aug 6th to be here so I can officially call him mine forever!
so future fdh had his bachelor party last night. This morning he gave me the highlights of the night, and for some reason I find myself mad at him. He didnt do anything too crazy but i just cant shake the feeling of being annoyed that he needed to golook at naked women to have a good time. I know its dumb cuz he didnt do anything but I cant help but feeling upset
moving in march back down to our hometown and that way dh can be close to dss5 again. We have been trying to get dss mom to agree to meeting with us to come up with an agreement of more time with dss since we will minutes away vs how far we are now. Neither of us want to go duke it out at court...i just hope she can be civil and we can all reach a good decision for our lil man!
i feel like i turn into a different person when dss5 leaves. I get so depressed and just miss him so much. He only left yesterday and before bed last night i just went into his room and cried. I love that lil boy so much and it hurts when he isnt here!! Ready to be done with school so I can enjoy every moment we get with him!!
i dont care what anyone thinks I DO hope biomom steps up for dss. I know that lil boy loves me SO much and she cant take that away no matter how hard she might try. I want him to have tons of people that love him and want what's best for him...i am just nervous she will let him down.
spent an amazing day at the corn maze and pumpkin patch with my lil man...and on the way home he was telling me how he wished we got more days together and that his mom was mean for not letting us be together more. I tried to explain his mom loves him and wants to spend time with him too, and that me and daddy wish we could have more time with him too but for right now this is just the way it is...
so poor dss5 got forgotten at school again today by his mom. I could Maybe understand if she worked late last night, or was sick...something. But she just got dss back last night at 6pm and not even 24hrs later she forgets him at school for the second time...not okay. its 3 in the afternoon...not nap time!
I donk think this weekend could of went any slower at work. I actually wish there would be a stat open heart or code blues, or something to spice up my night. But then again I dont want anyone to die, so i guess i would rather be bored.
has anyone used a website to get a background check on someone?? I need some suggestions, DSS6 mom's fiance just got off probation and we want to know what its for. Trying to go back to court and need everything we can get...
i think one of the things I am most excited about with this being my last year of actual classes is not having to worry about talking to any of this college "friends" ever again. We are friends at school during the hours of 8-4 but if i try to have any contact out of that, say to do something fun...they always have something else to do. Glad i have such a supportive dh that is my best friend anyway : )
husband is gone for a week hunting out of town. I really hope he gets a big buck so that he can come home to me! It is tough enough for dss to be gone so often but i can't handle both of my men not being her.