Conversation with DS 4 yesterday: Him: "I'm touching my penis in my pants." Me: "Okay." Him: "Is that okay?" Me: "Yeah, that's fine." Him: "My penis is like an ice cream." Me: "Okay." Him: "I like touching my ice cream." The things that kid comes up with.

Today when I picked up DS 4 from preschool, the teacher talked to me about having someone come in and observe him because she's concerned, mostly about his listening and socializing skills. She says he has a hard time listening to her and won't make eye contact when she tries to talk to him about things. I'm a little nervous but if there is something there, I'd rather know now than later. It's hard because I've been getting conflicting opinions from friends and family; some think he's normal and others think there could be something. Guess I'll just have to wait and see.

DS 4 is sitting next to me and he's resting his hand on my chest (above my boobs) and on my neck. He just turned to me and said "Your chest is awesome and so is your neck." Such a funny kid.

I don't regret having kids; the only thing I miss is the potential I had before I had kids. I know that the potential is still there but it's going to have to wait because of the kind of mother I want to be to my kids. I've always wanted to be a mom but I think if I had it to do over again, I might have waited and gotten a little more life experience. That being said, I do love my boys absolutely and will strive to be the best mom I can.

My best friend had her baby yesterday!! A baby boy with dark curly hair--I'm so happy for her and her husband!! I got to be in the delivery room; it was definitely an eye opener to be on that side of a delivery, lol. He's so beautiful and I already love him so much!!

How dare you send naked pics to my DH? Bitch, I know you wanted him back in high school and now that you have four kids and are divorced, you think that it's okay to send him naked pics of your fat ass but newsflash, he's all MINE and would never leave me or cheat on me. So keep your skanky pics to yourself.

Just got the best news from DH!!! He'll be here from his deployment in July instead of September!! I'm so, so happy. Only four more months until he's here!! The best part is that both of our birthdays are in the beginning of August and he'll be here for them. I can't wait!!

Lately, I've been feeling down about how I look, mostly my body since having two kids. I was talking to DH on Skype (he's deployed) and he was telling me how hot and sexy I am. Then to prove it to me, he sent me two pics he took of me when we fooled around on Skype together and my body did look pretty damn good. Thank you DH for totally making my day and giving me the boost I needed.

DH is going to be home for his mid tour leave (he's deployed) in two weeks and I wanted to get a Brazilian bikini wax for when he's here. It'll be my first bikini wax ever and I'm really nervous.

Had a Skype date with DH this morning after not talking for a week (he's deployed.) Omg, thank you DH!!! That's just what I needed.