I hate that his MOS is one of the hardest to promote in. The max points anyone can get is 800 and his MOS requires anywhere from 770-798 of those points when other MOS's only require 400-500 points. He has been in for 4 years and is only lacking 50 points. UGH.

Only 4 more months left of the deployment and I am having more and more panic attacks. As well as bad dreams. I can not stop thinking that any day now, I am going to get the dreaded knock at the door or phone call. Even though I get to talk to him twice a day at least, I get really anxious when he doesn't get online or such when he normally does. UGH I hate this.

Ok to admit, I was never really a sexual person before DH deployed. We are 4 months until he leaves the sandbox and sex is all I can think about!! Of course he is loving this! But this sucks!! I have been sexually frustrated for 10 months and still have 4 more to go. And no, toys and self pleasure does NOT pleasure me! UGH We have even tried the cyber sex stuff but that just makes us more frustrated. HURRY UP DEPLOYMENT AND BE OVER!! MOMMA NEEDS SOME RELIEF!!!

Moving back on post in a week! 3 months from now my husband will be leaving the sandbox!!!! Can NOT wait for him to be home!!!

As I have mentioned before, I moved back to my hometown with my parents while DH is deployed. We move back to our base in 6 days and I CAN NOT WAIT!!! I love my parents and everything, but I honestly get so irritated at them. I'm tired of treating my kids as their own (and not in a good way). I'm the mom, let me punish my kids my way!! And so TIRED of hearing my mom's annoying sighs when she is pissed or something! UGH! Yesterday I asked them if I could sleep in this morning for the last time before I move. Ya, that didn't work out. Was still up at 8 with two of the kids while they slept in.